sports day was okay. changed and everything. then went to pizza hut but it was like fully filled with nanhua people so we settled for sakae. eat then left for stadium. aiyah very boring. scream. shout cheer. stone. then run here run there(NO SPECTS NO SPECTS-HINTS-) see this see that. then prize presentation then 307 photo, 206 photo, dance photo and bubble tea then home(NEW SPECTS NEW SPECTS-HINTS-) lol then bubble tea part was horrible. there was a couple making out. damn lmao. the two malays ahbeng behind kept looking and they gave a total :O face. we keep baoxiaoing it was damn gross. zzz. they know people looking still continue loh. got so busy meh. while waiting to buy bubble tea also must touch here and there, dont know how to book hotel ar -.- ah then went home already. oh and mengting is jiao to the max! wave only mahhhhh.

and i just realised something very sad :(..

omgggg i am so sad. my stomach feels weird and i feel super horrible. crap. this is the bad thing for not being online. shit i am outdated and i only know things like a week after they happened. but some things cant be turned back omg. went in went in went in. i remember how much i dreaded that time is passing so fast since last year. yet i keep telling myself its only january when this year arrived. tmd now its april. GONE. remember how i saw the bloody picture on the bio textbook then i think of it then start feeling like shit then cry. aiyah crapppp. i dont know when will be the next time. maybe forever wont see already. the last time was like dont know how long ago. so long ago i cant remember and i didnt even treasure it. ah wasted so many chances i hate myselffffff. my stomach feels as though it have turned itself upside down left right. i want to die i want to cry on _______. ah mengtingggggg. i regret like fuck. nabei i feel so horribleeeeee.