am very boredxzxzxz now. knew it. if i came online i would slack my whole day off and do nothing. GONER. i still have tons of work left, why am i always like that!

i miss the drive i had for studying when i first came into nanhua. where'd you gone. i miss you so:( i cant find any freaking drive nowwww. i keep giving myself excuses blablabla and it goes on forever. i dont mind looking back like how i looked when i was in primary school just to get back my drive. aiyah, hehaho okay i might reconsider that. i dont want to be a philipinno maid again:(

gah, i hope i really will change and dig out my drive that is like buried under i think million kg of rocks. I WANT TO FIND YOU BACK.

oh and on a random note. short term memory is not getting any better. so i totally forgot to curse the AYG camera crew out of their asses. WHATS WRONG WITH YOUR SKILLS. LOUSY TTM WHY IN THE WORLD DID YOU PAI THE LIGHTS AND YOUR FRIEND'S BUTT! curse you %$#@!!!@, the whole asia was watching!