ah, common test is finally over. this week passed like i move 1cm/h(-.-) life's so sucky now, i feel no excitement when common tests is over. can you believe it? zzz, we actually resume with lessons leh. thats like freaking dumb and we have homework la.

i want my freaking life back. i need 2008 back. zzz, life's so mundane now. i eat, sleep and study everyday. there is hardly even time to use the computer. i only use it on fridays. zz.

ah shit. i am so hungry now. but i dont want to eat. i have been really picky nowadays leh. i dont know why. and i am clueless about everything now la shit. with the extra time i have last year, i can go to facebook and everyone's blog to find out what is happening. now, i am too lazy to go and read the posts cause i miss out on too much already. its so irritating D:

i hate sec3 life a lot i want to die. oh, and i got freaking low for my chineseeee DDDD: i studied damn hard leh fuck. ah yesss, i keep scolding fuck and i am very very guailan omggggg. i need to change. but under intense stress and anger, the more you stop yourself from saying fuck, the more angry and stressful you get shit. but when you just say fuck, its like problem solved. eee i am not making sense.

i keep ranting and ranting i have no life at all la. i wonder how i am even going to go through sec4 life when i am already struggling so hard in the starting of the sec3 year. and for physics, no matter how i try to listen. when i miss out on just one small part, i wont understand the whole concept la shittt. why in the world did i take triple science?! biology paper is damn freaking hard anyway. i sweared i was trying to act smart and analysing the mindset of the settler of the paper. i will go and see the options that appear the most number of times. then i will start 'mi-ni-mo-ni' until i get my 'answer' for the mcqs. zzzzz.

but on the brighter side, biology reminds me of mr gohhh :D omg shit man. why isnt he a teacher in nanhua :( i swear he is the hottest teacher i have ever seen. and he is the prom king of RJC lehhhhhh. cool a not cool a not. yesss picturezxzxzxzxzxzxzx. HAHAHAH.

yesss omg he's so cool. upon mentioning him, i am in a better mood now. and this reminds me of the movie we caught just now lol. "He's Just Not That Into You".

its a really bad movie to me ;/ maybe i am too stupid and brain dead to go and remember the characters in the movie. but they all come out at random times they look the same to me. oh, but anyway, the funniest part of the whole movie was the going to have sex part LOL. its freaking funny i dont know why. but the man was like kissing the woman damn hard, grab her butt and then he turn her around and grab her boobs and then turn her back to kiss. damn funny i swear. but its a bit wasted to spend $8.50 just to see that scene ;O oh and got people call mengting to keep quiet during the movie HAHAH

ah i dont feel like writing anymore, but back on the common tests topic. i guess i pretty much flunked my emaths and bio. whateverrrr.