i feel very tired. i am tired of everything. its enough. everything is going wrong. class problems, dance problems, batch problems. everything important to me is having problems! just after a day.

just what is freaking wrong. i never knew just a few lines could make me lose the trust i had for them. one by one. they broke the trust we had for them. i always thought they were the best la. but why do they have to prove me wrong?

i dont mind going back to primary school and have that stupid nerd look that cannot make it la. i rather give up the thing that controls my emotion so so so much, happy or sad. i know it isnt worth it, but i cant stand the freaking situation now! i rather give it up just to turn back time. at least, i was happy then.

tell me how can we survive in this situation now?